Where did you sleep last night?

Post for a song that let me feel so many different things
while thinking on the same things
my ups and downs
my loneliness
hearing the scream of my one thousand and one times hurt soul
in the hope of a better life

This combination of feelings is so strange
like being on the edge, close to an end
I want a new beginning
to feel the breeze of new fresh air
I need that excitement in my crying and solitary heart

is this really so hard?
why is it so difficult?
find the person that I used to be
be the person I imagined once
I think I will shiver the whole night through...